From the ashes

Yes! consume me, fill me with misery and spit me back to savour pain's kiss.
Yes! let you have i wander freely to rip that sanity .
Strength of a daffodil I have under a gust of wind.
Here I vow even in ebony will not let you be glorious.
Here I vow will arise from the ashes like a magnificent Phoenix. 

Looking both ways

I stop here in the middle,

It is time to leave again,

It is time to grow yet once again.

Sadness, tears and sense of losing engulf me.

I stop here in the middle,

I beg of you to forget me not,

I beg of you to leave me not,

And sadness, tears and sense of losing engulf me again.

I stop here in the middle,

Looking both ways,

wanting to leave yet hard to go,

Shall I begin? 

I think so.

God willing I will come back because I am always looking both ways.

Feather's Flight

Of you go away from the main body that have molded you to perfection, 

uttered your last well wishes, your goodbyes and the wind blows.

You are light and graceful.

For how long have you been alone in this journey?

Yet, you are still light and graceful.

Wait! what is this? You have been stained? You have been hurt?

Oh! Sweet darling! Poor thing!

How sorry am i for You that the wind never stop blowing.

Long have you been traveling alone and in fear.

and the wind never stop blowing.

What?! A sight of another lost one?

Possible unity?

*Smile.

All well wishes to both of you.

The Land

How long has it been?
This land is dry.
Worry not my dear.
Flowers will bloom again.
This I promise you.

Sweet Sound Of An Instrument

Its been too long.
So long that my fingers hurt. The moment I have this sweet beautiful instrument,
I am in another world.
The wonders of it.
My fingers rebel on my desire to play more but this time melodies must escape.
Serenading me ever so faithful.

This very instrument that unites me with my brothers and father.
Playing it makes me feel like I'm home.
My brothers would be right outside of my room telling me the right chords
if ever I was wrong.
My dad would be telling me to strum softly for that is the correct way.
This instrument the sweet sound of it makes me feel secure.
Makes me feel like I'm home.
Wait for me dear family,
I will be back and will serenade all of you with this instrument.

To Understand The Human Mind

It is interesting to see how human being react when criticize. 

Earlier today I have witness something that I have desperately wanted to understand.

I know that I am no one to judge who ever that it may concern but it triggers my curiosity.

Scene 1 :

You have been given a task by your teacher a few weeks back and you have been 

pouring your whole heart into it so that it may come out just almost perfect.

You went through every little detail made ; checking it and re-checking it for flaws.

Satisfied, you thought it will give that impact you desired.
Finally, its the day to present. You came in late and everything was out of hand.
You tried to explain to your teacher that the bus was late but your teacher
said he would not compensate anything. So, you ask for your 

teacher's mercy to gain his approval to show you your piece.
After going through it your teacher simply said you could have done better
 and was not satisfied with your piece.

              

Reaction 1 :  
Thank your teacher for his comments and make a mental note to be better next time.

Reaction 2 : 
With an angry expression half heartedly thank your teacher and the moment your
teacher turn his back you curse him and said you are better than your teacher.

Scene 2 :

A mother was lecturing her teenage daughter and sons why is it important
that they should study smart. While the mother was talking, her sons was
whispering and snickering to each other. The mother exploded and said her
sons should respect her while she was talking. It is not decent the mother
said to talk while someone was trying to tell you something that
is very important. It is vital to keep quiet and listen because they
may want to know the things their mother was trying to deliver.

Reaction 1 : 
Apologize and take it in a positive manner.

Reaction 2 : 
Make a face, ignore the mother and make a mental note to not to listen to the mother.

Different human beings have different reaction this I know.
What I don't understand is that why some human begins will directly take a
comment or remarks as a negative entity. 

Can't they see that these people are just trying to help and they actually
meant well and they are not trying to bring them down?

Some of them even hold a grudge.

To understand the human mind is a very hard business but I hope someday
I will find an answer that will compensate my curiosity.

A Cry of Weakness

How can i betray myself yet once again.

To fall weakly and stumble into stupidity.

Is this what all i am capable of?

Why i have asked countless time am i so weak? 

Why can't i be strong like the others?

Is this what all i am capable of?

Little voice of mine,

Dear sweet little voice of mine,

Why can't you be louder?

Why can't you be bolder? 

Is this what all i am capable of?

Is this.. what all.. i am capable of?