Looking both ways

I stop here in the middle,

It is time to leave again,

It is time to grow yet once again.

Sadness, tears and sense of losing engulf me.

I stop here in the middle,

I beg of you to forget me not,

I beg of you to leave me not,

And sadness, tears and sense of losing engulf me again.

I stop here in the middle,

Looking both ways,

wanting to leave yet hard to go,

Shall I begin? 

I think so.

God willing I will come back because I am always looking both ways.